D: im sick.

FRUCK.

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I'm doing this because I want to possibly start writing down some of my more personal thoughts and happenings in my entries. And I don't really want you to read them if you aren't interested.

Thanks.

The exhaust from your mouth is killing you...come a little closer.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING you guys! :DDDDD

im thankful for you all. and i really appreciate each and every one of you.

Just wanted to let you all know XD.

im also thankful for everything that others don't have, and for life, and my existence on this planet. hee hee.

happy turkey day.

Yep. Well, I customized my LJ again. Well, only the colors :P and my lovely icon of course. It's Pretear <3. Wow I really want the DVD for it. Anyway, yes, I have cheated and I am not proud of it.

I'll write about me later later.

i haven't listened to it yet,(because i cant get it to play for some reason)but I think kyohei's song title means more than just what it is :P and if it is him, his song, I wanna let you know that I am so happy for you babe.

I redid ling-u's wFL man survey

( THE man i got ;D )

so i got ben yesterday. i really hope all you guys who haven't got it, get it soon :S err what i thought of the album? i was kinda annoyed that they kept saying that they were the 4 MCs and that they were L-e-a-d. lol :X i don't know, maybe ill love the album once i listen to it again. i really liked a few of the songs though (: like the one im listening to right now xDD;; and uh true romance, privacy and what cha gonna. EHH maybe i just need to adjust to their new stlye first :DD. hip-hop/rap and all lol. actually, looking at the songs ive listed, i like more songs than i thought haha, hate shinaku hikari ikono sekai no nake de. and i really thought the nd remix was awesome. clubb like XD.

hirokie: voice has really matured and sounds more grown-up and hot lol. keita: a little less kidd sounding, but you can still tell its him xDD. shinya: same madd rapping which i must say sounds really nice ;D akira: i think his voice stayed the same[?] *shrugg* i still can't distinguish his o_o; from hirokie.

i went on a FLAME old school picture saving spree the other day lol.

i have so much crap to do and so many things are on my mind. and i want out. i hate that i think so much. found out  from my friend that a lot the teachers at my school left us ;____; blahh to them :I schools starting next monday, i wonder what this year will bestow on me.

meee, ill read longer entries later XD. im not even supposed to be on the computer.

EDIT 9:49 PM: i want some french bread and butter...cooool my emoticon is bluee XDD.

for burritos: Version 2 of mine, hers and </span>jennorocks day out together :D

hmm i woke up really early that day, my mom wanted me to go with her to the funeral home. turns out one of my cousins, who was going to be 29 this september 9th, passed away. eh, i guess ill just tell you all how. well, first of all, she lives in north carolina. after she finished highschool here in minnesota, she moved to north carolina for many reasons. her parents went through a really bad divorce type thing marriage when she was a little girl, so i guess she just wanted to get away from it all. now, back to how it happned, she was in the bathroom, doing something, and she fell down and hit her head on something in the bathroom, they didn't exactly say what she hit her head on, but she fell on it and it kinda cracked her head open a litte? err something, well her head started to bleed. im guessing she was unconcious for a while. she has high blood pressure, so that made it worse somehow. and she was kinda overweight. two days passed at work, and her coworkers were starting to worry about her. so one of them, went to check on her at her apartment. they found her dead in her room or something. and next to her, was a piece of  paper that had her boyfriends name and # on it. they think that since, she passed out in the bathroom, and when she finally regained consions she crawled her way to eat some tylenol, hoping it would help the swelling. and i guess she figured she wasn't gonna make it, so she wrote down her bfs #. her coworker called him and he called her mom. i was thinking though, how come she just didn't call 911, err go to the phone first and call for help? i don't know, it was almost as if she didn't want to be helped. considering all the crap she had to deal with in her younger years ;___; well, yeah anyway, i was supposed to go to her funeral, but i said that i had to be back by at least 10:00 am. because i needed to call jennorocks and ask her about getting a ride. and my mom didn't think her and my dad would be back by then, so they let me stay home. after my parents finally left the house, i went online and checked to see if  burritos or mai_desu was online to talk to them about that day and etc. they weren't XD. then at that moment at around 9am and something minutes jennorocks called. she said that she forgot to tell me where to meet them at the mall. then i asked her if she could actually give me a ride instead and so on.

she pulled up at my house around 11:25 am and we were off. the first thing, she showed me was, the como highschool yearbook. i tried to make it look casual, but i slowly flipped to my old FLAME's picture >DD. shussh lol. so whatt :p jenn [ah, skip the ljuserlinks] said that she thinks this was the yearbook that he had his little gotee [sp please] in. ewww XD. but i wanted to see him anyway T_T he looked the same :D just older, and taller? im guessing. then i flipped through the book and yeah, while half talking to jenn as she was reading the directions to ella's house. we were almost there, when is started to read the directions to her haha. when i pointed out ellas house, she stopped like in the middle of the road haha and had to back up to go into her driveway. we both decided to go and get ella, so jenn rung the doorbell while we waited. then ella answered the door, i forgot what you said, lol, something like, "omgosh hi" *laugh* err right? LOL. then she was kinda pushing us to go out the door lol, but then jenn was like, "hmmm i smell fish!" and then thats when ellas mom came around the corner and was like, "ah, hi, sorry, my hands smell like fish" *laugh* *smile* i think, looking at what ella was wearing, me and jenn? felt that we were underdressed lol. like jenn was dressed in a different nice way and i was just well, jean and a tee thing. i wasn't too sure if we were gonna go take pictures a Q studio, so ehh. then jenn told ella about the como hs yearbook and i knew that you really just wanted to skip to ahem and ahem's pictures XDD. don't hide it babe :pp looking at the autographs that filled jennos first page, ella pointed out my old FLAME's autograph! and was like, "whoa. lemme see." LOL. it was wonderful seeing it. i should ran my fingers across it. LOL XDD. but anyway, this is getting long. and my fingers hurt. eek. well, we were driving on white bear? street? lol and ella mentioned that mais house was near there, so jenn suggested that we stop by and pick her up, since they coudn't get a hold of her that morning. ella was like, "you go first" *laugh* because mai's hmong and yeah, she wanted me to ask for her, if her mom or something opened the door. der opened the door, and said that mai was at the garden and blah blah...eesh, mai, derr looks like you XD. well anyway, mais little siblings were downstairs talking about, came up to the kitchen, ate some stuff and then went back downstairs."what are they saying?" ella asked when they were in the kitchen doing something. "I don't know, I'm not even listening" i said back. then err jenn asked us 'how school was' when we were all sitting on the couch waiting for derr to tell us the whereabouts on mai and if she was coming back soon. and if she wanted us to wait. err, well we left, told derr and went to maplewood.

when we got there, we waited for my cousin caroline for a bit, but i didn't think she was coming. and she didn't. well, we first went into suncoast, me and ella ooh-ed and aw-ed at the furuba stufed animals and then her and jenn looked at the manga section. i went to the bathroom, after i firgured out where it was >_. and then ame back and they were just coming out of err...the one next to suncoast and called my name, then we were off to walden books.ella bought furuba manga there? and jenn bought junior orion? something like that. wahhhhhhhh im gonna stop here. lOL. im tired of talking about it. laterrrrr okay? XDDDDD.

uh, i downloaded this vow 'music vid' type thing, not really. its not the best quality, but its very enjoyable. comment if you want it na ;D it makes me miss FLAME even more 3I Plus, the FLAME stuff im downloading is distracting me LOL :P ah i also downloaded this one truly live at err music fest something performance type thing. its' not their best pef...because kyobabe kinda yells the lines, instead of sining them but eh. anyone want that? (:

went shopping again on suday, didn't buy anything. i was annoyed at my mom for some reason. i don't know. then we went to the little hmong food market place in the parking lot of the mall and ate an egg roll and this vietnamese dessert with tapioca and stuff. it was okay tasting. i wanna go back and eat more stuff though 0_0.

moms yelling at me to get off the computer. i feel bad, but i don't want to. but i will. err, what should i end this with, ah cha's bbq is tommorow. im suppoed to bring brownies. err well its what i want to bring. i don't really have anything nice to wear. ella? mai? daph? you guys gonna wear anything special? lol im gonna bring a camera, i hope i can take some pictures T_T. we hardly ever all meet anyway.

EDIT 10:06 AM I. GOT. BENNNNNNNNNNNNN <3 i got hirokie! mmmm thea, err anyone else that may wanna trade, i don't know if i wanna trade him for shinya yet : S

i think mais gonna get hers today too XDD. err, ill bring ben to chas thing though (: it was like double bubble wrapped haha :DD

im gonna go listen to the album now, byeeeeeeeeeeeee ;D

( lingg-u's thing :DD )

so many quizzes 0_0. will do later maybe (:

 

EDIT 10:47 PM: ah it's GLUYA's BDAY TODAY! HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY DEAR GLUYAAAA!have FUNN-u. any may whoever you like now, XDDDD, invade your sweet dreams darling :DD eat cake, candy and ice cream na (: mee mee, happy b-day.

http://www.lead.tv/

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
WOWWWIE they added music! and flashy city lights! and the cover pic thing!
this makes me want BEN (bne = ben) even moreee ._.

this might be old, but im seeing it for the first time xDD.

EDIT: awww i miss the shaking "BRAND NEW ERA" text had the 'N''s backwards XD.